I'm Sorry

Not so long ago, I always made little faces at those who talked mainly about their kids. Part of it was that I was basically green with envy. The other part of me thought “man don’t you have anything else to talk about”? Now that I have my two girls, I have one thing to say to those I thought that about: Im sorry. I get it. My bad. Not having kids yourself, you really don’t get it. You may think you do, but you really don’t. My whole world revolves around my two gremlins, so basically everything is about them. Day in and day out, what I do is for them. I don’t go out and do things on my own very much, so a lot of my time is spent with my family. If Grant is working out of town for a few days, it’s just me and them. Any news I have, it’s usually about them. Nothing big happens in my life, so I rely on the new things that they do for conversation. Don’t get me wrong, I can still have a conversation that’s not about them, but it might have to be started by someone else otherwise I may not come up with anything. I try to keep up on what’s going on in the world, or … and let’s be honest…. what’s happening in the celebrity world. But even then by the time the girls go to bed, Im basically ready for sleep too. Even if Im not ready for bed, Id rather spend my time reflecting on what happened today or update the girls’ baby books. So if we’re talking and Im mainly talking about my girls, my bad. I try to not talk about them solely, but please understand… they are my life. The big news I may have is probably going to be related to them. If/once you have kids, you’ll totally get it.