I dont get it

It's probably not much of a secret that when I drink wine, I get really reflective.  That happened again tonight.  I was trying to put that I went to a certain college, but it posted to Facebook as though I had just started.  Someone who I thought was a supremely close friend of mine commented that she was really happy for me and that she hoped it was for teaching or something.  The first thing I thought was are you actually happy for me? because I haven't talked to said person in a long time.  I left the place we worked at, and our friendship went downhill from there.  Friendship is kind of a hot topic for me because I cant seem to keep any friends that I've made after high school.  I can only seem to keep two friends, and even one of them seems to be dicey here and there.  I don't like that someone who I thought was a great friend of mine, only to decide someone else is a better friend, comments on just some of the things I post.  Especially when I see them at a store, and it seems like they cant get away from me fast enough.  ok it probably wasn't me personally, but it's still how it seemed.  We had so much in common and we got along so great, and I seriously thought I'd have this friend in my close circle forever, and it just doesn't seem to be happening.  And I hate that.  I hate that we drifted so far apart to where we don't even communicate outside of the Facebook world.  That makes me sadder than she probably knows..or even cares.  She has her own little world now and I just don't seem to be apart of it anymore.  I hate that, but I guess that's how it's going to be.  I can either deal with it, or just delete her and say fuck it...but chances are I'll get a request from her later on if I delete her anyway...sigh.  I hate my friendship status some days.